(long
deep
breath)
Mmmmmmmmh
Yeah.
It’
s
been
weighing
on
my
soul,
baby.
I
need
to
speak
my
truth,
even
if
it
breaks
us
both.
Mmmmh
I
remember
the
day
we
met,
eeeish
boy,
you
looked
so
hundsome,
Mmh
so
mancho,
and
masculine,
And
honestly,
you
just
swept
me
off
my
feet,
mmmh
You
smiled
so
bright,
and
your
hi
girl,
lightened
up
my
heavy
load
I
came
in
with
games,
playing
pretend
and
acting
cool
I
treated
your
heart
like
a
toy,
playing
the
fool
I
never
intended
for
us
to
go
this
far
down
the
line
I
wanted
to
keep
it
casual,
keeping
you
off
my
mind
But
every
time
I
reached
for
the
words
to
say
it’
s
not
real
You’
d
pour
out
your
heart,
and
show
me
exactly
how
you
feel
Chikondi
chako,
always
chenze
che,
pa
different
level,
making
it,
So
hard
and
difficult,
mmh
for
me,
to
tell
you
the
truth
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Mmh
that,
I’
m
really,
really
sorry,
poku
tayila
ntawi,
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Mmh
that,
I’
m
really,
really
sorry,
for
taking
your
love,
so
casual,
Eeeish,
It’
s
breaking
me
so
bad
mumtima,
napepesa,
mmh
elo
napempa,
Chikululukilo
baby,
please,
ndine
olakwa,
mmh
no
lie
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Coz
I
can’
t
keep
on,
every
time
kuku
nama
ma
boza,
Mmh
I
can’
t
keep
on,
kukupasa
ma
false
hopes,
no,
no,
not
anymore
baby.
Mmmmh
I
tried
to
gather
up
the
courage,
mmh
knee
nayesa
so
many
time,
To
tell
you
that
I
was
done,
but
you
looked
at
me.
Like
I
was
your
moon
and
your
sun,
mmh
your
love
so
genuine
and
true.
Elo
mwamene,
wenzo
nkalila
happy
and
excited,
around
me.
How
could
I
crush
the
spirit
of
a
gentleman
so
pure
and
kind?
Mmh
nenzo
mvela
kuyipa,
ku
mtima,
bad
bad
che,
Coz
I
didn’
t
want,
kukupwanyila
mtima,
in
your
best
moments,
So
I
kept
on
pretending,
keeping
you
trapped
in
a
bind
I
watched
you
pamper
me,
I
watched
you
wait
by
the
door
Knowing
deep
down
I
wasn't
giving
you
what
you
were
looking
for
My
silence
was
a
weapon,
my
kindness
was
just
a
mask
And
truth
became
the
hardest,
the
most
impossible
task.
Mmmmmh
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Mmh
that,
I’
m
really,
really
sorry,
poku
tayila
ntawi,
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Mmh
that,
I’
m
really,
really
sorry,
for
taking
your
love
so
casual,
Eeeish,
It’
s
breaking
me
so
bad,
mumtima,
napepesa,
mmh
elo
napempa,
Chikululukilo
baby,
please,
ndine
olakwa,
mmh
no
lie
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Coz
I
can’
t
keep
on,
every
time
kuku
nama
ma
boza,
Mmh
I
can’
t
keep
on,
kukupasa
ma
false
hopes,
no,
no,
not
anymore
baby.
Mmmmmh
Mmmmmh
Baby,
your
innocence
has
been
haunting
me,
mmh
giving
me,
Sleepless
nights,
mtima
wanga
wapwanyika,
with
guiltiness,
And
I
see
the
tears
forming
in
your
eyes
as
I
speak
I
feel
my
own
world
crumbling,
my
resolve
getting
weak
I
should
have
been
genuine
and
honest,
I
should
have
let
you
be
free
Instead
of
tethering
your
heart
to
a
ghost
like
me
Oh,
forgive
me,
even
if
you
never
see
my
face
again
I’
m
the
architect
of
my
own
sorrow,
the
author
of
this
pain
Mmmmh,
eeeish,
I’
m
way
too
sorry
baby,
and
I
want
you
to
know
that;
I’
m
so
sorry,
For
every
I
love
you,
which
wasn't
real
and
true,
I’
m
so
sorry,
For
every,
you
are
my
world,
when
you
didn't
even
occupy,
any
single
space
in
my
heart.
I’
m
so
sorry,
For
the
love,
I
received
from
you,
mmh
which
I
didn't
deserve,
I’
m
so
sorry,
For
the
attention,
and
care
you
gave
me,
mmh
which
I
didn't
deserve,
I’
m
so
sorry,
For
making
you
believe,
mmh
that
I
was
just
the
one,
for
you
I’
m
so
sorry,
For
making
you,
imagine
the
future
with
me,
mmh
which
wasn't
going
to
happen.
Boy,
I’
m
so
sorry,
for
everything,
mmh
for
all
this,
napepesa,
for
it
was
all
just
a
lie,
And
I
stand
guilty
as
charged.
Mmmh
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Mmh
that,
I’
m
really,
really
sorry,
poku
tayila
ntawi,
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Mmh
that,
I’
m
really,
really
sorry,
for
taking
your
love
so
casual,
Eeeish,
It’
s
breaking
me
so
bad,
mumtima,
napepesa,
mmh
elo
napempa,
Chikululukilo
baby,
please,
ndine
olakwa,
mmh
no
lie
Aweh
lelo
yeve,
nati
leka
che,
knee
kuwuze
va
zowona,
Coz
I
can’
t
keep
on,
every
time
kuku
nama
ma
boza,
Mmh
I
can’
t
keep
on,
kukupasa
ma
false
hopes,
no,
no,
not
anymore
baby.
Mmmmh
Mmmmh
Mmmmh
I’
m
sorry,
boy.
I
just
wanted
to
be
honest
for
once.
Please
don’
t
remember
me
this
way. (
Fading
piano)
Just
let
me
go.
I’
m
sorry.